Sometimes you have to admit what you don't want to

    There are special days when your best is just not good enough, you put your heart, you wait, you try and at the end of the day it is not enough and so you feel like you are not good enough.
   I walked the streets, saw the twinkling lights and thought that we are surrounded by beauty  and returned so hopeful only to get back down.
   I recently tried to entrust a person with my heart and they say all the right things and their actions are the opus it so I wait and feel sad and yet is it my problem or theirs??????